Where am I?

I have worked back home too a few years, and looking back I feel I always worked harder back there, longer hours! Again I believe its probably more efficient and productive here thoh! And that renders a person kinda 'spent' at the end of the day...plus when u get back home, there's no one to boost the emotional account back on :)

So then u end up spending more out of 'own' account - with only sleep as a solace...and then its again the next day :)

The days zoom past, the weeks flow by and one day u suddenly discover that you are getting old!!! Slowly but surely ones role in the drama reduces considerably, until at last one eventful minute decides it all....Its time for others to take over and perform the meaningless and create a web of make-believe 'security' and ego that really means nothing!

I dont know why I said that or where I went down that path...but "kaivitta vaalum vaivitta vaakkum.....". And so, there it is!