To be or not to be...

Nights a mist, all lights ablaze
These sights I miss, my mind's in a race
Faces rush by, thoughts crumbled in a maze
I see myself, my eyes lit up in a daze

This journey all these years I counted
Reaped a lot, curses that have mounted
Memories etched, broken bits garnered, painted
Lead my path as though they are bounded

Strings of passion tied to my vision
Leap of faith adding to the mission
Pace to a distance this trip I fashion
No halts or swagger nor intermission

Tears, Sorrow, Happiness and Joy
Betrayal, Love, Longing make the buoy
Float through these nights so dark and coy
Forever in pursuit, drifting on, just a goy

Do I halt to pause and ponder
Gift a sense to this guileless wander
Or tie myself to the mast in total surrender
Wonder at the Waves, the sea and yonder!